|Thursday, February 10th, 2005|
|Cheryl Lee Doyer 1948-2004 i will miss you mom i love you with all my heart
Well its been a while since i updated this old thing. But yea anxiety isnt over they lied i still live with it it sucks but what can ya do. Yea cant find a job and my dad's on my back. What can ya do. I got my liscense and my 98 Honda Civic DX y not its bad ass what can i say i love that car. The "Larry Mobile" or The "P.I.M.P mobile" (when its me and tony in the car) you know how we do have that boom box in the back seat cause i dont have a tape deck or cd player. Thats true gangsta got them 14 inch spinning "Rims" on there. But since i last updated its not all been good. My dog weenie died and two weeks after that my mother passed away. I miss her so much i just want to see my mom but i cant and it sucks but yea life goes on its been hard well ill see u guys later. Peace homies! Current Mood: Meh
|Sunday, September 12th, 2004|
I haven't updated this thing in the longest i swear, what can ya do. I find that alot of people that i know are sad and depressed and what not, i try to not be but sometimes its hard but im not goin to go on about my problems in here cause you guys wouldnt want to hear them well sara you wouldnt want to hear them cause ur the only one that reads this you already know them but yea. The big E is soon which is goin to be fun, I CANT BELIEVE MY ANXIETY IS OVER yes i have had an anxiety disorder for the longest and now its over its nice. Im going to move my room around today, and i just got ankle weights so when i go for the mcc basketball team ill have hops it will be kool as hell but yea nothing big goin on, im sick of people talkin about september 11th yea ok i know it was like the greatest tragedy in america which is a lie cause the greatest tragedy was us white people putting our selfs higher than other humans because of our skin color for the longest time but thats another story ok 9/11 happened let it go let people start to heal and not have to be reminded of it 3 years thats not ne thing special like i can see maybe once every 10 years but christ every year and you wonder why in 2001 we had over 21 thousand gun deaths where canada doesnt have all this violence on the news has 6 and one was cause a dude from detroit went over there and shot someone but thats another story to sorry guys just goin off here. yea well ill see u guys that i see later and talk to those who i talk to later.see ya Current Mood: good
|Sunday, August 29th, 2004|
|Saturday, August 28th, 2004|
I AM 53% METAL HEAD!
I rock just as hard as the rest of the thrash set, except when no ones looking I like to get down with a little "More than a Feeling."
I AM 24% EMO!
Okay... so I'm not emo at all.. I am probably not even goth, because goths are just messed up emo kids... I am probably a metal head... or into boy bands...
|Monday, July 19th, 2004|
Hey guys i know i havent added to this thing a while sorry....but i started this online game and i need some help can you please click on this link so i can gain money and power to rule the world it would be much appreicated thanks.http://torax.outwar.com/page.php?x=47854
|Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004|
Just going through friends journals looking at the replys i realized how much i suck at lj.....i think maybe 1 person reads my journal i guess im not interesting but im not arugin i dont care....16 days til the great ozzfest, Slayer, Slipknot, Ozzy, Sabbath, BLS, Dimmu all going to be great i cant wait to booooo lacuna coil for sucking major ass penises...what can ya do. I just started to pick up on the drums its kinda pittiful i guess but im tryin to get there and the band keeps blowing me off 3 days in a row if they dont come to pratice tommarow im goin to be pissed i swear i call off plans then i call matt and hes like i dont got a ride...i walked to his house before for pratice get out of bed and do something and then diana didnt have a ride i swear if they dont come to pratice tommarow heads will be rolling they can have good luck finding a new drummer that will actually play the stuff they want....audioslave and bush....need i say more??? Diana's song is ok i guess sufocate by cold but she changes this one chord that shouldnt be changed...and to stick with the alternative feel i choose for whom the bell tolls cause im not sittin there playin the same damn drumline the whole time, seems that all alternative or lighter stuff has the same drum lines with different cymbals or bass lines it sucks but what can ya do... i was lookin forward to alan bein nocturnal pulses new singer but i think the pulse is done..its ok we had a nice run..battle of the bands was sooo cool even though i couldnt hear my damn amp but its ok. Hmmmmm what to talk about i learned the clean guitar bridge to master of puppets like 2 days ago im sooo happy i just want to learn all of master of puppets on my guitar and i will be happy i swear now i have to start tacklin that solo goin to be hard but im tryin im tryin......i got to learn that unforgiven solo for some extra rewards...i never start new sentences i just put dots i just realized that....CHRIST children of bodom are good i swear....lake bodom if u havent heard that christ thats all i can say about that guitar riff in the beginning refuckingdiculous i will even go with regoddamndiculous but i gots to get runnin its like 3 i think...woops i jsut dropped my cable box and broke it my bad well see ya later.... Current Mood: weird
|Monday, June 21st, 2004|
Been a while since i wrote in this damn thing well i choose the song already............For whom the bell tolls by MetallicA...g.reat song. I added to my drum set!!!! I used to have a bass drum snare hi tom floor tom hi hat and crash.....now i gots me 2 bass drums, 4 hi toms, 2 floor toms, snare, 2 hi hats, ride, crash, and china cymbal its nice so much stuff to hit.
I got almost all of the panneling up in my basement only above the counterthing and next to the circut breaker (for those who know what my basement looks like). Thanks alot to my man whore tony, now i just have to move my stuff down there but my man whore is at six flags today cheatin on me but thats ok let the little bugger have some fun. I just might need some help with my bad.Matts supposed to come over today ill get him to help but shhhhh.
Graduation was weird the party sucked.....if u know who Dan Prior is please kill him and ill give u a dollar fucking ass hole takin my ps2 and givin it to his gf (batts eye lashes....what a lucky girl...vomit) fuckin ass hole but yea cant win em all i guess but the moral of the story is kill those that do win.
Ozzfest is really soon July 10th i cant wait....Slayer, Slipknot, Black Label Society, Black Sabbath, Ozzy, Dimmu-Borgir, and other bands i dont feel like listing. Current Mood: Shakey from yesterday that was
|Wednesday, June 9th, 2004|
The last day of high school.....wow time flies when people force u to do stuff huh. My health teacher should die, she doesnt realize that today is our exam so we dont have to take it with the other underclassmen but shes like yea its a regular class so im givin u a work sheet or something then mr. maloney wont let me stay home cause i didnt finish my collage so i have to go in there for like 5 mins glue shit then go back home til like 10:30...i get to give sara a ride to school today....condolences on the car again i know how much the car ment to u. But yea should be fun, i told my dad i need hours behind the wheel and hes like what r we supposed to do and i just staired at him like r u shittin me its obvious LET ME DRIVE!!!! At least i figured out what i want to be after high school a machanic...for like import foregin cars so i can hook mine up when i get it...oh man im jealous of these people that have turbo in there cars...outside of driving school yesterday i was talkin to Dickenson and this eclipse and impreza go by and as they change gears its like someone blew like a super blast of consintrated air (drool face) gentle jesus that was soooo great....i cant wait to have my own car so i can be all like yea i got turbo what now bitches...but yea im goin to get goin have to get ready to give sara a ride well talk to those who i talk to later and see those who i see later...bye
Oh heres a question for the like 2 people that actually look at my journal what song would be the best to cover?
Angel Of Death by Slayer
Bloodline By Slayer
Sink Into The Undergroud by CKY
Jerk-Off by Tool
I Hate Everything About You by Three Days Grace Current Mood: Meh
|Saturday, June 5th, 2004|
I never have subjects lets see how many people actually read my boring ass journal...im goin maybe 2 tops possibly 3....we got a new singer alan pardi....kool kid should be interesting back in the overview days when he screamed apple pie and matts mom got mad...played football for 4 hrs today fucking rediculous crazy but fun then this gay kid got in a fight and wooped his cousins ass i laughed...yea i think the funniest thing in the history of earth happeened the other day..we were playin basket ball and this 8th grader that is 6'4 and he went for a rebound all aggresive like and tripped and went head first into the bolt in the pole and just sat there for like a few seconds and walked it off thats like kane or undertaker shit from wrestling......it made the funniest noise ever great tiems well im goin to get goin ill see those who i see later and talk to those who i talk to later...IRON MAIDEN!!!!!11 Current Mood: happy